Locality Summer School

But after that Mr Oh. Has and the staff have noticed that there is something wrong with our Team and asked, not between Hui Jung and I but between the girls and I, since while he was talking he was implying on us fixing whatever misunderstanding we had since it wasn’t too late and since we had a golden opportunity which 야식. Sadly the girls distanced themselves once again and didn’t try even to talk about anything, and to be honest I thought maybe after the 야식 party once we’ll get in our room we’ll talk and fix whatever misunderstanding we have. But I get shocked when the two have decided to get out of the room, saying we can’t sleep the 3 of us and they wanted me to sleep in the living room. That was our golden opportunity but they didn’t seem like they wanted to take it. I was the last to know that I was going to sleep in the living room. I was a bit sad to be honest. So I just decided to let them be. I cant force them to stay with me.

The day is July 8th, The last day of the Guided Seoul tour, we went to the Aquarium FINALLY, since Hui Jung once again wanted to fix things for us, we changed plans. He wanted to make it up for me and bring us together once again as a team. We started touring the Aquarium together and suddenly it was just Hui Jung and I again. We realized nothing is going to change, just don’t want stay with us. (a least that’s what I feel ). The reappeared again when we were going out from the aquarium and when were eating lunch. And the way to the karaoke room nothing has really changed. We were basically a team of two people. And even if we were together it got really awkward and I was waiting for the other Maghreb team to actually be myself again. 

it’s not that Hui Jung failed as a chef, from my point of view, the others were cooperating no matter how many attempts Hui Jung did with them. They always ended up leaving us all alone and go on their own separate ways. I saw how Hui Jung worked hard for this program and I had an amazing time overall thanks to him. I don’t know what I would have done without him by my side. I saw everything with my own eyes and hard he tired to make it work but there was no reaction from the other side in which it made it harder for him. Because after all you can’t fix a problem if the other party doesn’t have the intention to fix it. I have tried talking to them on my own when we were on the way to school, tried to tell them how I felt about the Seoul trip but I got no reaction if fact while the other teams were all gathered together to eat, they saw us out side but they didn’t come and be with us, which made it clear to me that they just don’t seem to care anymore. The other team members noticed that it’s always me and Hui Jung sticking together and how I was feeling down and I had to get their opinion about it, so I talked to them. It is what pushed me to write honestly about this whole situation even though I’m so sad and sorry for Hui Jung because I don’t want to ruin this for him. 

He is the best person I have ever worked with a group project and I wouldn’t have traded him for anything. And if I had to choose anyone as Chef project I would choose him every single time without hesitating. He deserves the world because of how good he treated me and the effort he put because of me. 

Once again thank you for everyone who made this program possible, for giving me this opportunity, for helping fulfill one of my dreams and for helping create unforgettable memories. I have learned a lot from this program and I will forever grateful. ​